I suppose it's time that somebody
step and explain the usage of K and the lack of capitilization with A
in amerika and its derivatives as far as some of the other writers at SDM goes. Before that, however, let me go on record that this is
not some sort of "Oh, we're so damn cool because we tweak the spelling of a very
important word." There are folks out there today attempting to pull off some sort of
psuedo cool with mispellings and lower case letters. This is about significance, not
trend. Let me explain.
Ice Cube spells amerika ameriKKKa. What I percieve about his spelling
is this: amerika is steeped in racism. Nothing symbolizes racism more so in the U.S. than
KKK. amerika to ice cube isn't baseball and apple pie, it's burning crosses and poll
tests. If that's how he chooses to see this so called greatest country/super power/free
world leader/whatever bullshit tagline we get next, then so be it... my blood colored
specs are shaded slightly different.
The America that we are supposed to believe in is a utopia we'll never
come close to attaining. What we are supposed to believe in is Ozzie & Harriet, Richie
Cunningham, and the town of Mayberry. Neighbors are friends and friends are friends for
life. The only setback you'll ever see in America is a moral lesson and the badasses
eventually come around to the "right" side. The America youre supposed to
believe in was built by dreamers. It isnt just idealistic tv programming, its
greatest assault of propaganda ever launched by those who wish to profit on immigrants and
fools believing in the American Dream and all of that other "streets paved
with gold" bullshit.
Surely, there are those out there posed to attack with the
"its not that bad" lecture fueled by a patriotism you could never
understand. Save it, because it wont work. I am a patriot. Like most people, I
believe this is the best thing weve got going, but I that doesnt mean I have
to salute a culture that wants to think of itself as the best thing since redemption when
its nothing more than a farce created to keep our heads spinning in a euphoria that
is doing nothing but breeding ignorant blowhards who have nothing better to do than
bullshit about nothing more meaningful that lost parking space.
Is that the amerika that Im supposed to love?
All I can say to that is "fuck that."
Let me tell you about the real amerika. The real amerika is based on
inequality. Norman Rockwell paintings arent the godhead of amerika, inequality is.
If it werent for inequality, we wouldnt have to worry about welfare, lousy
healthcare, unemployment, and store clerks who cant keep from following you in the
store. Inequality is the ringmaster here and we must all jump every time the whip cracks.
Welcome to the county that you worship and love.
I dont want to worship that idol of America. Being known as an
American means that I get harrassed by foriegners Ive never met who believe that
John Wayne still shoots Indians and the Fonz is what gives us a severe cool factor.
Furthermore, I dont want to believe in the anti-amerika because it doesnt
exist. I believe in the anti-America that you all live in. The amerika I believe in is the
stereotype that binds us all. Its not a shakeable charge, its a state of mind
that holds us all.
Like I said, I dont hate America, I just dont believe in
it. This is my home and for the time being, Im stuck here. I cant change what
it is, and I wont try. This is a country whose image thrives on a reputation for
something that never existed. Veneer is the flag that flies high over our nation and fly
it proudly. Deception and ulterior motive is what keeps us going, not the weak and huddled
masses. They just keep us going.